Some things never change and you fit right back into it like you were never gone. Me and TV are a great example.
But some things have changed and I dont even know the full extent of it yet. They come slowly one by one till you are left wondering what has happened to your life. Creating doubts about what you want from life.
How much can one year change you? Maybe a lot, maybe not at all.
Who am I? the person i was before this year, the person i was during this year or some amalgamation of the two i still have to find. Ask me a few months from now!
Friday, September 3, 2010
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
I wish i could think of something else
Never have I been this short of conversation as I am now. Most of what I think about is bar exam and studying and exhaustion and the lack of sleep. How am I, you ask... I have come down to a grunt or shrug.. there are no more words left.
every conversation i have inevitably turns to bar. sure, we go off and talk about something fun - like how to get rid of the stupid mouse which deigned to share its company with us in our humble abode for a few days.. but we always come back to this.
But then i suppose it is natural. just two more weeks and then I am free of this.. at this point, i dont care about passing or failing (which there is a very good chance of..).. aww hell, ofcourse i care. it would be horrible to fail and if i fail, none of you are going to hear about it. so if I dont tell you anything, forget I ever gave the exam, that i was in NY for anything other than LLM..
and if I pass, then ofcourse you are going to hear about it.. i would be shouting it from the rooftops.. and hell to anyone who says I am arrogant!
every conversation i have inevitably turns to bar. sure, we go off and talk about something fun - like how to get rid of the stupid mouse which deigned to share its company with us in our humble abode for a few days.. but we always come back to this.
But then i suppose it is natural. just two more weeks and then I am free of this.. at this point, i dont care about passing or failing (which there is a very good chance of..).. aww hell, ofcourse i care. it would be horrible to fail and if i fail, none of you are going to hear about it. so if I dont tell you anything, forget I ever gave the exam, that i was in NY for anything other than LLM..
and if I pass, then ofcourse you are going to hear about it.. i would be shouting it from the rooftops.. and hell to anyone who says I am arrogant!
Saturday, May 8, 2010
think before you write
I have accepted that I have a big mouth for certain things.. I brag about some things.. But apparently facebook has allowed my big mouth to progress to the online sphere and reach a larger audience.. i tried to avoid anything stupid.. but there i went and did it.. and it has come to bite me ages later..
And if I think about it, I deserved it. I had no right to write about my score on someone else's status.. And I cant even say it was inadvertent. I knew what I was doing.
Its the second time I have been accused of arrogance or something like that. the first time, i let it go.. But maybe its time for some self evaluation.. or better yet, time to keep my big mouth shut!!!!
And if I think about it, I deserved it. I had no right to write about my score on someone else's status.. And I cant even say it was inadvertent. I knew what I was doing.
Its the second time I have been accused of arrogance or something like that. the first time, i let it go.. But maybe its time for some self evaluation.. or better yet, time to keep my big mouth shut!!!!
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